...backstabbing, honesty, politics and depression...

do you like what you do?

i think i don't... its about my second month on the job and i don't think i like it... it's routine, it's degrading to some extent, and it's has a lot of restrictions... i want to help people out but these people look down on people who stutter when they speak, they seem to think we are omnipotent but we're restricted by freakin guidelines these people don't want to understand... it's not my cup of tea... the only good thing about it is that i earn something for myself... i gotta look for something else..

but then again, how many careers are there open to a Philosophy graduate who earned nothing more than a bachelor's degree? demmit...

DLSU vs FEU.
voltaire: kali, kahit na titigil na tayo, pde bang kunin mo pa rin odds sa DLSU - FEU game? walang katalo talo un eh.. kahit 5k pa sa DLSU na mei +20 ang FEU, laban pa din!
kali: bakit naman?
voltaire: puro bago FEU... wla pa cla napapatunayan sa first two games nila....
GAMEDAY:
Kali: FEU +18 vs DLSU. Laban ka pa rin?
voltaire: <<thinks twice, texts FEU na, but deletes it and writes:>> cge, laban lang.1.5K.:D
GAME RESULT: DLSU gets 3pt win over FEU. FEU rookie Sanga delivers big.

ODDS Result for the week: only win comes w/ UST. bets for DLSU over UE for 2k to lower 2.5k losses, and whatdoyouknow..... UE dominates DLSU in the 2nd half... everything going wrong for the latter, everything falling into place for the former...

eto na nga lang pinaggastusan ko anlaki pa... i havta stop this odds game and wait for the NBA playoffs again... tongits na lang!!:p

BACKSTABBING: talking about someone with that someone having no knowledge that you speak about him/her.

its never been a problem. it will be if the "someone" who is the topic will know that you are talking about him/her.

so don't speak of anything about anyone if you don't have that much trust in that person... if you say something then do something totally against what you said, make sure that whoever you were talking to wouldn't find out about what you did...

everyone has their own mind and the freedom to write or speak about what they think. but if its supposed to be a super personal feeling that you know could affect not only you but everyone else around you, why tell the whole freakin world about it through your web log <blog as popularly known>? you know everyone could have access to it...

college-level politics and the mess it makes through blogs, rumors, and backstabbing... the environment that i lived w/ which made me more and more disgusted on entering law school and eventually local politics... youth = hope of the nation? with these kind of youth, i'm starting to think our nation is bound to be in a worse state than how we are now...

HONESTY: a trait a number of my uncles lack that make their relationships a bit sour.

women always ask for it, but they don't always like it.<<remember zsa zsa padilla in "ako legal wife">>.. after last night, i understood why "men are from mars and women are from venus" was thought up: we come from different planets and speak different languages but ended up in the same planet. she doesn't understand him, and he doesn't understand her. if he does something he thinks would please her, she boils up. if she does something she thinks would please him, he'd get irritated. i guess it is natural for men not to understand women and vice versa... the best men and women can do is live through the misunderstandings in life and let love overcome these misunderstandings... maybe love could clear things up... misunderstandings will stay if nobody is calm and if nobody speaks his/her mind to clear things up... conversation = good, only if both have an open mind which tries to understand the other...

my week in a blog... whew...:D